So I don't know what it is about you, but for some reason, I can't get you out of my head. The confidence is hot - almost as hot as mine - and taking down Fabray a notch definitely put you in my good books. Bitch had it coming with all that psycho Prom Queen shit.
I know we've had our differences - I mean, you DID slam me into a wall of lockers and throw me across the floor - but you're growing on me. I like you. A lot. And we should definitely hook up.
You're an ass. You know this. You own it. And you are hot as all hell. I tried really hard not to fall for you - really hard, you have no freaking clue - but it didn't work. For some reason, we've always clicked, got each other in a weird way that nobody else can. And it pulled me under.
You're a great guy, when you want to be, and we both know you're awesome in bed. I know you're mostly into the sex, but...maybe we can give it a shot. A real shot.
You have gotten on my nerves from day one. You were so perky and smiley and never let anything get you down and it was annoying to have someone I couldn't put in their damn place. It got worse in Glee - there are other people deserving of solos too, you know. But Glee's also what helped me really get to know you. And while you're still annoying a lot some of the time, you're also kind of amazing.
That fight, that independence or whatever it is that I used to hate is exactly what has me wanting you now. You pull this fire out of me, Berry. You get me going and not even entirely in a sexual way. I'd ask for a chance in person, but I feel like you'd shoot me down. And I'd deserve it, so I'd rather risk it this way.
I never thought I'd say this...but I think I might love you, Berry Rachel.
I can't seem to stop thinking about you. Nerds aren't usually my type, but you seem to be the exception. You're a good friend and a really good guy with a hell of a voice, and any girl would be lucky to have you. Hell, girls will be chasing after you now that you're on the football team.
I like you a lot, Wheels Artie. You're nice to me, even when God knows I don't deserve it, and I want to give this a try. Find out more about you and all that lame sappy stuff.
God knows we've had our problems. We've always gone against each other, trying to get the highest ranking possible in Cheerios, fighting over boys - well, Puck. We were always trying to one-up each other, even in the worst ways possible. But that's all in the past. You were - and are, again, I think - my best friend.
I get the competitiveness now, Q. There was more to it than just trying to be HBIC, for me. I was falling for you. And the only way to make it go away was to try to beat you out, be better than you. But I'm done with that now. I just want you.
I know you'll probably say no, like a good little Christian girl, but I had to give it a shot. I love you, Quinn. Like, honestly, really love you. I want to give us a try. If you're up for it, I guess. And I'd rather be turned down on paper than in person.
These past almost five months have been some of the best of my life. Sometimes I'm still kind of amazed you picked me - I don't know what I did to deserve someone as sweet, kind and special as you. I just know I count myself damn lucky every day, every time I fall asleep and wake up next to you. That feeling is the greatest thing ever, and I was missing out before, when things weren't so good between us.
I've known you were it since we were five, B, and I'm sorry for being scared. I'm sorry I hurt you for so long by pretending this meant nothing to me. I learned my lesson, the hard way, seeing you with Artie. And...I know it hurt you to hurt Artie, and I'm still sorry for that too. I'll always be sorry, because I hated having to make you choose. I just couldn't do it anymore, baby. I couldn't let someone else have you and someone else have me. It needed to just be us, and even through all that hurt, it was the best thing we've ever done. I think it's made us even closer than we were before, if that's even possible.
I can't tell you how much I love you, Britt. I don't think words can ever say. You are everything to me, and I swear that you always will be. That ring I put on your finger on Valentine's Day is my promise to you. Forever, B. I'm not fucking up and losing you again. Ever. We're going to take over the world together.
I don't know why it's so hard to believe I picked you. In case you didn't notice, it's always been you. Since the first day I met you in Kindergarten. You were like, the only person who never made me feel stupid, even though I know I'm not really that smart.
I totally can't lie and say you didn't hurt me, because you did. A lot. But just because I started dating Artie and stuff didn't mean I didn't still love you, I did. I just like, loved him too. I didn't like hurting him, but when you wanted me, like I'd always wanted you, I couldn't just pretend I didn't still want that. I did want that, Santana. It's all I've ever wanted and now that I have you, it's totally better than I ever thought. It's even better than melted cheese! And I never thought anything would be more awesome than that.
I love you too, San, SO much. More than anything in this whole world. More than anything on other planets too. I'm super glad you're not pretending that you're not lebanese anymore!
You're not stupid. You have never been stupid. And you know I don't like you saying that. Maybe you work slower than other people, but that does not make you stupid. Sometimes you're the smartest person I know. You get things like nobody else can, and that's really cool and special. I mean that.
I know I did. And you have no idea how much I hate myself for that. I never, ever wanted to hurt you. I'm really, really sorry things had to happen that way. But I'm glad that it worked out and that you're so happy with me. Even happier than with melted cheese? Wow! That's all I ever wanted to do.
That's a whole lot of love, and you know it's right back at you, baby. And I'm only Lebanese for you. ♥
I don't know what it is about you, but I've always been sort of drawn to you. Maybe it was because you were the guy I knew I couldn't get - you were Fabray's man, after all, and even I wasn't stupid enough to try Fabray before she got knocked up.
And I got you. For one night. I wanted more but you wouldn't have it. You were with Berry, but you know me, I couldn't back down. I am sorry for what happened with you and Berry. I guess. I just wanted you, and I did it the wrong way.
So here's me doing it the right way. Or trying. Whatever. You're not with Berry or Fabray anymore, right? So how about giving it a try. You and me. Sound good?
There's something about you that drives me crazy. You're hot and you keep it real, which is something I can totally appreciate. If there's something you're passionate about, you don't hold back - also something I can appreciate. You're your own person, and it's a pretty cool chick.
I know you're with Mike, so even with how I feel about you, nothing could ever happen. I just want you to know that I like you. I really, really like you a lot. And someday, if you ever feel like trying out a girl? I'm here.
Babe, I love you. You have been so patient with me from day one, so loving and kind. You've stood by me and never judged me for my past - something that not just anyone can do. I know it must be hell trying to keep up with me because, let's face it, I'm pretty damn high-maintenance. I've never had such a completely amazing boyfriend and I never, ever want to.
I think you're it, Sam. And that's not something I just say, you know? I know it hasn't been that long, but nothing has ever felt so right. I'm in the for the long-haul, babe. I'm with you for as long as you want, until you send me away.
This year has been challenging for me. A lot of shit's gone down and there's a lot I need to figure out that I still haven't - more than even you know, more than I can tell you right now. I never thought I would find someone, definitely not someone from the competition, or fall in love, but then we reconnected. You used to be just a drunken almost-hookup, not going to lie. But it turned into something more.
I know we're still learning about each other and we're probably moving way too damn fast, but I know that I love you. Relationships are new to me, and I might not be the best at them, but I'm really trying because this is important to me. YOU are important to me. And I'm going to do everything I can to show you that.
Despite our opposing teams, I found something with you I never dreamed I would ever find. Reconnecting with you after that very memorable night last year was the best thing that could've happened to me. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me.
Things are happening really fast, but you know what? I wouldn't have it any other way. It means everything to me that I'm the one you decided to try a relationship with, but never think you aren't good at them because you're amazing baby. I've never felt more loved in my life.
I love you more than anything and I'll make sure you know that every single day.
Sometimes I think you're too good to be true. It's hard to believe someone as incredible as you, who could have anyone they want, would want me. Everything is so easy with you - it's like I fell into the perfect relationship. I feel like I'm everything to you, can see it in the way you look at me, and that's a pretty awesome feeling.
I've never been great with feelings. For a long time, I preferred to think they didn't even exist. It's still hard for me to control them, since they'd been locked up for so long. But I must be doing something right if I'm making you feel loved. Because that's just what I want you to feel. Because that is what I feel. I love you. More than I ever thought possible.
I'm totally going to hold you to that. Every single day. For as long as you'll have me.
Sometimes I think you're the one who's too good to be true. You're amazing and fierce and hot and smart and God, the list could go on and on. I never thought I would find someone like you. Especially someone like you that loves me as much as you do. It really is an awesome feeling. The most awesome feeling I've ever felt. Well, that and those other talents you have. ;)
You do everything right, Santana. I've never felt more loved and I've never loved anyone more than I do you. Everything is so easy with us, it feels like we've just always been...well, us.
Well, I hope you don't plan on ever going anywhere, because I'm never letting you go.
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Date: 2011-05-24 05:19 am (UTC)Santana's version of a love letter. Ahem. :P
Date: 2011-05-24 02:17 pm (UTC)So I don't know what it is about you, but for some reason, I can't get you out of my head. The confidence is hot - almost as hot as mine - and taking down Fabray a notch definitely put you in my good books. Bitch had it coming with all that psycho Prom Queen shit.
I know we've had our differences - I mean, you DID slam me into a wall of lockers and throw me across the floor - but you're growing on me. I like you. A lot. And we should definitely hook up.
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-24 05:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-24 02:22 pm (UTC)You're an ass. You know this. You own it. And you are hot as all hell. I tried really hard not to fall for you - really hard, you have no freaking clue - but it didn't work. For some reason, we've always clicked, got each other in a weird way that nobody else can. And it pulled me under.
You're a great guy, when you want to be, and we both know you're awesome in bed. I know you're mostly into the sex, but...maybe we can give it a shot. A real shot.
What do you say?
Yours,
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-24 06:26 am (UTC)HobbitRachelno subject
Date: 2011-05-24 02:34 pm (UTC)You have gotten on my nerves from day one. You were so perky and smiley and never let anything get you down and it was annoying to have someone I couldn't put in their damn place. It got worse in Glee - there are other people deserving of solos too, you know. But Glee's also what helped me really get to know you. And while you're still annoying
a lotsome of the time, you're also kind of amazing.That fight, that independence or whatever it is that I used to hate is exactly what has me wanting you now. You pull this fire out of me, Berry. You get me going and not even entirely in a sexual way. I'd ask for a chance in person, but I feel like you'd shoot me down. And I'd deserve it, so I'd rather risk it this way.
I never thought I'd say this...but I think I might love you,
BerryRachel.Santana
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Date: 2011-05-24 12:59 pm (UTC)Early season 2.
Date: 2011-05-24 03:20 pm (UTC)I can't seem to stop thinking about you. Nerds aren't usually my type, but you seem to be the exception. You're a good friend and a really good guy with a hell of a voice, and any girl would be lucky to have you. Hell, girls will be chasing after you now that you're on the football team.
I like you a lot,
WheelsArtie. You're nice to me, even when God knows I don't deserve it, and I want to give this a try. Find out more about you and all that lame sappy stuff.How about a date? Just one.
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-24 01:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-24 03:27 pm (UTC)God knows we've had our problems. We've always gone against each other, trying to get the highest ranking possible in Cheerios, fighting over boys - well, Puck. We were always trying to one-up each other, even in the worst ways possible. But that's all in the past. You were - and are, again, I think - my best friend.
I get the competitiveness now, Q. There was more to it than just trying to be HBIC, for me. I was falling for you. And the only way to make it go away was to try to beat you out, be better than you. But I'm done with that now. I just want you.
I know you'll probably say no, like a good little Christian girl, but I had to give it a shot. I love you, Quinn. Like, honestly, really love you. I want to give us a try. If you're up for it, I guess.
And I'd rather be turned down on paper than in person.Yours,
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-24 02:07 pm (UTC)Better Off As Lovers ;)
Date: 2011-05-24 03:54 pm (UTC)These past almost five months have been some of the best of my life. Sometimes I'm still kind of amazed you picked me - I don't know what I did to deserve someone as sweet, kind and special as you. I just know I count myself damn lucky every day, every time I fall asleep and wake up next to you. That feeling is the greatest thing ever, and I was missing out before, when things weren't so good between us.
I've known you were it since we were five, B, and I'm sorry for being scared. I'm sorry I hurt you for so long by pretending this meant nothing to me. I learned my lesson, the hard way, seeing you with Artie. And...I know it hurt you to hurt Artie, and I'm still sorry for that too. I'll always be sorry, because I hated having to make you choose. I just couldn't do it anymore, baby. I couldn't let someone else have you and someone else have me. It needed to just be us, and even through all that hurt, it was the best thing we've ever done. I think it's made us even closer than we were before, if that's even possible.
I can't tell you how much I love you, Britt. I don't think words can ever say. You are everything to me, and I swear that you always will be. That ring I put on your finger on Valentine's Day is my promise to you. Forever, B. I'm not fucking up and losing you again. Ever. We're going to take over the world together.
I love you. ♥♥♥
San
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Date: 2011-05-26 02:25 am (UTC)I don't know why it's so hard to believe I picked you. In case you didn't notice, it's always been you. Since the first day I met you in Kindergarten. You were like, the only person who never made me feel stupid, even though I know I'm not really that smart.
I totally can't lie and say you didn't hurt me, because you did. A lot. But just because I started dating Artie and stuff didn't mean I didn't still love you, I did. I just like, loved him too. I didn't like hurting him, but when you wanted me, like I'd always wanted you, I couldn't just pretend I didn't still want that. I did want that, Santana. It's all I've ever wanted and now that I have you, it's totally better than I ever thought. It's even better than melted cheese! And I never thought anything would be more awesome than that.
I love you too, San, SO much. More than anything in this whole world. More than anything on other planets too. I'm super glad you're not pretending that you're not lebanese anymore!
I love you!
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Date: 2011-05-26 02:44 am (UTC)You're not stupid. You have never been stupid. And you know I don't like you saying that. Maybe you work slower than other people, but that does not make you stupid. Sometimes you're the smartest person I know. You get things like nobody else can, and that's really cool and special. I mean that.
I know I did. And you have no idea how much I hate myself for that. I never, ever wanted to hurt you. I'm really, really sorry things had to happen that way. But I'm glad that it worked out and that you're so happy with me. Even happier than with melted cheese? Wow! That's all I ever wanted to do.
That's a whole lot of love, and you know it's right back at you, baby. And I'm only Lebanese for you. ♥
Love,
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-24 02:26 pm (UTC)'Course Finn needs love! Maybe this can start off the Finntana verse that I never elaborated on? :P
Date: 2011-05-24 04:14 pm (UTC)I don't know what it is about you, but I've always been sort of drawn to you. Maybe it was because you were the guy I knew I couldn't get - you were Fabray's man, after all, and even I wasn't stupid enough to try Fabray before she got knocked up.
And I got you. For one night. I wanted more but you wouldn't have it. You were with Berry, but you know me, I couldn't back down. I am sorry for what happened with you and Berry.
I guess.I just wanted you, and I did it the wrong way.So here's me doing it the right way. Or trying. Whatever. You're not with Berry or Fabray anymore, right? So how about giving it a try. You and me. Sound good?
Yours,
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-24 08:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-24 09:23 pm (UTC)There's something about you that drives me crazy. You're hot and you keep it real, which is something I can totally appreciate. If there's something you're passionate about, you don't hold back - also something I can appreciate. You're your own person, and it's a pretty cool chick.
I know you're with Mike, so even with how I feel about you, nothing could ever happen. I just want you to know that I like you. I really, really like you a lot. And someday, if you ever feel like trying out a girl? I'm here.
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-24 09:14 pm (UTC)Beauty and the Dork...which has been painfully neglected. :(
Date: 2011-05-24 09:29 pm (UTC)Babe, I love you. You have been so patient with me from day one, so loving and kind. You've stood by me and never judged me for my past - something that not just anyone can do. I know it must be hell trying to keep up with me because, let's face it, I'm pretty damn high-maintenance. I've never had such a completely amazing boyfriend and I never, ever want to.
I think you're it, Sam. And that's not something I just say, you know? I know it hasn't been that long, but nothing has ever felt so right. I'm in the for the long-haul, babe. I'm with you for as long as you want, until you send me away.
I love you SO much.
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-26 01:19 am (UTC)FB verse
Date: 2011-05-26 01:32 am (UTC)This year has been challenging for me. A lot of shit's gone down and there's a lot I need to figure out that I still haven't - more than even you know, more than I can tell you right now. I never thought I would find someone, definitely not someone from the competition, or fall in love, but then we reconnected. You used to be just a drunken almost-hookup, not going to lie. But it turned into something more.
I know we're still learning about each other and we're probably moving way too damn fast, but I know that I love you. Relationships are new to me, and I might not be the best at them, but I'm really trying because this is important to me. YOU are important to me. And I'm going to do everything I can to show you that.
I love you, Ri.
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-26 02:12 am (UTC)Despite our opposing teams, I found something with you I never dreamed I would ever find. Reconnecting with you after that very memorable night last year was the best thing that could've happened to me. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me.
Things are happening really fast, but you know what? I wouldn't have it any other way. It means everything to me that I'm the one you decided to try a relationship with, but never think you aren't good at them because you're amazing baby. I've never felt more loved in my life.
I love you more than anything and I'll make sure you know that every single day.
Always,
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Date: 2011-05-26 02:34 am (UTC)Sometimes I think you're too good to be true. It's hard to believe someone as incredible as you, who could have anyone they want, would want me. Everything is so easy with you - it's like I fell into the perfect relationship. I feel like I'm everything to you, can see it in the way you look at me, and that's a pretty awesome feeling.
I've never been great with feelings. For a long time, I preferred to think they didn't even exist. It's still hard for me to control them, since they'd been locked up for so long. But I must be doing something right if I'm making you feel loved. Because that's just what I want you to feel. Because that is what I feel. I love you. More than I ever thought possible.
I'm totally going to hold you to that. Every single day. For as long as you'll have me.
Love,
Santana
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Date: 2011-05-26 03:05 am (UTC)Sometimes I think you're the one who's too good to be true. You're amazing and fierce and hot and smart and God, the list could go on and on. I never thought I would find someone like you. Especially someone like you that loves me as much as you do. It really is an awesome feeling. The most awesome feeling I've ever felt. Well, that and those other talents you have. ;)
You do everything right, Santana. I've never felt more loved and I've never loved anyone more than I do you. Everything is so easy with us, it feels like we've just always been...well, us.
Well, I hope you don't plan on ever going anywhere, because I'm never letting you go.
Forever yours,
♥♥♥♥