Santana Alejandra Lopez (
iwannabedirty) wrote2011-05-24 01:17 am
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Entry tags:
- !ic,
- [ship] brittany/santana,
- [ship] puck/santana,
- [ship] riley/santana,
- [ship] sam/santana,
- [verse] beauty and the dork,
- [verse] better off as lovers,
- [verse] open,
- [what] meme - other,
- [with] artie abrams [dancnwithmyself],
- [with] brittany pierce [moretalented],
- [with] noah puckerman [jewhawk],
- [with] riley campbell,
- [with] sam evans [imthenewguy]
~meme
[Totally stolen from
zizes_schmizes.]
Reply with your character name, and I will write a love letter from mine to yours. ♥
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Reply with your character name, and I will write a love letter from mine to yours. ♥
Better Off As Lovers ;)
These past almost five months have been some of the best of my life. Sometimes I'm still kind of amazed you picked me - I don't know what I did to deserve someone as sweet, kind and special as you. I just know I count myself damn lucky every day, every time I fall asleep and wake up next to you. That feeling is the greatest thing ever, and I was missing out before, when things weren't so good between us.
I've known you were it since we were five, B, and I'm sorry for being scared. I'm sorry I hurt you for so long by pretending this meant nothing to me. I learned my lesson, the hard way, seeing you with Artie. And...I know it hurt you to hurt Artie, and I'm still sorry for that too. I'll always be sorry, because I hated having to make you choose. I just couldn't do it anymore, baby. I couldn't let someone else have you and someone else have me. It needed to just be us, and even through all that hurt, it was the best thing we've ever done. I think it's made us even closer than we were before, if that's even possible.
I can't tell you how much I love you, Britt. I don't think words can ever say. You are everything to me, and I swear that you always will be. That ring I put on your finger on Valentine's Day is my promise to you. Forever, B. I'm not fucking up and losing you again. Ever. We're going to take over the world together.
I love you. ♥♥♥
San
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I don't know why it's so hard to believe I picked you. In case you didn't notice, it's always been you. Since the first day I met you in Kindergarten. You were like, the only person who never made me feel stupid, even though I know I'm not really that smart.
I totally can't lie and say you didn't hurt me, because you did. A lot. But just because I started dating Artie and stuff didn't mean I didn't still love you, I did. I just like, loved him too. I didn't like hurting him, but when you wanted me, like I'd always wanted you, I couldn't just pretend I didn't still want that. I did want that, Santana. It's all I've ever wanted and now that I have you, it's totally better than I ever thought. It's even better than melted cheese! And I never thought anything would be more awesome than that.
I love you too, San, SO much. More than anything in this whole world. More than anything on other planets too. I'm super glad you're not pretending that you're not lebanese anymore!
I love you!
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You're not stupid. You have never been stupid. And you know I don't like you saying that. Maybe you work slower than other people, but that does not make you stupid. Sometimes you're the smartest person I know. You get things like nobody else can, and that's really cool and special. I mean that.
I know I did. And you have no idea how much I hate myself for that. I never, ever wanted to hurt you. I'm really, really sorry things had to happen that way. But I'm glad that it worked out and that you're so happy with me. Even happier than with melted cheese? Wow! That's all I ever wanted to do.
That's a whole lot of love, and you know it's right back at you, baby. And I'm only Lebanese for you. ♥
Love,
Santana